one step at a time

sometimes I just feel like I'm struggling to just keep my head above water.
school, life, everything.

like now -

something's gotta change and I can't figure out what exactly it needs to be.
I know it's got to be something about my attitude and I know what I want the end result to be, but I just can't figure out the in-between. how to get there. why I always seem to see things the way I do. how I keep myself from falling back into those same old patterns.

I'm working on it but I'm just not there yet.

I hope I can figure it out soon....