happy dancesport!

this weekend is dancesport. it's kind of exciting; I wish I was actually dancing but being there is definitely a good thing too. I think the competition has been going pretty well, too, so that's fun.

last night was awesome - a professional couple (urs and agnes - I don't know their last names off the top of my head) did a floor show and it was amazing. it was standard, which I love, and the costumes were beautiful and they did an amazing job. agnes is gorgeous, too. man, to be able to dance like that... I don't think I'll ever be that good.

last night I was so close to giving up on something but my roommate kind of talked me out of that. I was tired, so I of course wasn't thinking terribly rationally, and life can just be kind of drama sometimes. and after waking up this morning and thinking about it, I realized it would be stupid to just give up like I was going to. I need to give it more time, more of an opportunity to percolate... and maybe it will work out and maybe it won't, but at least I will have done the best I can.

I'm so tired right now. physically. emotionally. I'm mostly happy but I just feel like I need a re-charge. where that's going to come from, I don't know. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.


take me back on down to fields of gold
I will be the first to go
open up my heart and let me know
that you, you will lead me on

higher

I'm so tired, I can't sleep
take these dreams, help me see
only you can make me strong
what I see, what I feel
here's your love, so surreal
that you love me though I'm gone

rain fall down on me
I'm too blind to see
that you are near
and as I open up my eyes
I come to find
that you are here

sun fall down on me
help my lonely eyes to see
that you're here, though I'm gone
won't you open up my mind
help my lonely heart to find
all your love, all your love...

help me now to rise above
and you say:
love, come on home
you've been on your own too long
now I open up my door
somehow you must find more

"Fields" - Isaac Hayden