why

I have my reasons.

Reasons for why it's a yes, and reasons for why it's a no.

And there are plenty of them.

This isn't something to be taken lightly and it's something I've definitely pondered over the last several weeks. And I've made a decision and decided to run with it.

So why do I feel like such an awful person?

I didn't want to hurt anyone; I just needed to do what was right.